My name’s Blurryface and I care what you think!

I love Twenty One Pilots. I really do. I know all the songs in their album. I got hooked after listening to ‘Stressed Out’, and one song lead to another, from there, it’s just non-stop replay on my 16gb Ipod Nano 7th gen that I bought from CEX back in Cardiff. 
Why this song relate so much? There is a line in there sings, “I care what you think”. Yes. Indeed. Sadly. And after all the denial and self-consoling saying “dude, you’re okay, they aint doing anything, they’re just words”, I feel like singing, “It’s only words, and words are all I have~~~”. But, in all seriousness, I am affected by the stuff that you said alright. How tiny, how minute it may seems, if you are important in my life, I’d give a, an attention to it. 

Because, I don’t know how to function if we’re not in good state. I don’t know how to ‘gaduh’, I come in peace for Allah’a sake. I am no the person that feed on your anger, I’m a total human, same as you, with a little bit obsession towards Twenty One Pilots and feel more that I should. As much as I try to understand what makes you come to a particular decision, but if you jump into conclusion, there’s nothing much I want to do more than to just run away, and do things that matters, and actually makes me stay away from you. 

Yeah, despite having 2nd Dan Black Belt in Karate, and obvious set of Canine, I am harmless and would not dare to hadap and put up with your negative thoughts and mean stuff. Yes, I feel what I want to feel, and I am struggling to not care what you think, but ‘Im only humannn’, and you give me much to feel. 

So, fyi;

1) I love Twenty One Pilots, so should you. Start with ‘Migraine’ and ‘Holding On To You’.

2) I care what you think if you’re important. Don’t we all?

3) I can choose what to feel and not, but most of the time I cant. And it sucks big time. 

4) Dont be mean to people, if you dont like it, just say it nicely and move along. Dont have to be a pinggul about it. 

5) You dont know when your time is up, and you dont want to be in a bad feel when you’re Called. 

6) Share love and kindness, tak kacau hidup orang pun la. 

7) People have so much thing in their head. Don’t be too quick to judge and spit bad things out. Be conscious yall.

8) I care what you thing. 

Take care ❤

Ezzah Mahmud


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